Sunday, May 23, 2010

Stress and other matters

Here is again a Sunday night and I feel like poo again. I found out yesterday that I had strept. I got a big ole penicillin shot....Oh and I did two presentations. I then came home from class about 2pm and slept on and off until about 7pm. Luis and I watched Avatar (such a good flick) and went back to bed at about 11:30pm. Everyone woke up late this morning about 8am. We headed out to church. We went to visit Luis's dad for his birthday and then came home. Everyone took a nap, besides Matias who watched a video. We then did a grocery run and came home. We had grill cheese and noodle soup for dinner. Nothing fancy but as Luis commented really hit the spot.

Church was wonderful as always. I have been holding on to a lot lately trying to fiqure out things on my own. Nothing major or big, but it was just all building up. School, work, family...if you try to do it all on your own, then what? It is sad of the constant reminding that I need, but just laying it all down in front of god and letting him take control is the only way to be relaxed. Yet, I am so stubborn. I really just need confidence right now that decisions I have made are are the right ones....and I truly believe that God will offer me peace and confidence in myself. I often now struggle with low self-esteem, which is really all about how well I feel with life events. I hope to look to stay more postive about myself and what I have to offer this world.
Sorry if this is to much information, I just want to remind my self of these things...

I plan to spend a little bit of time with the big guy each day this week. Listening and leting his will guide rather than my own.

This week will be low key. I have to work Memorial Day...but to me that is not a big deal in the long run. Matias starts a school program in 2 weeks which is very exciting, it is exactly one block from our house and that will be fun to walk him to school everyday. I hope that he will really enjoy it.

Milli has been doing a Frankenstein walk lately that kills me every time she does it! I will have to try and get it on video.

Peace. LC

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