In my head...

Kids - Mgmt "Official video" from Bulch on Vimeo.

MGMT-KIDS
You were a child,
crawlin' on your knees toward it.
Makin' mama so proud,
but your voice was too loud.

We like to watch you laughing.
You pick the insects off plants.
No time to think of consequences.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

The water is warm,
but it's sending me shivers.
A baby is born,
crying out for attention.
Memories fade,
like looking through a fogged mirror
Decision to decisions are made and not bought
But I thought,
this wouldn't hurt a lot.
I guess not.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.


A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.


Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.

Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.


Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of treeeeees...

Things that get me....

I have been thinking about things that get at my soul. What has god has put in my life to effect me. While some people it is money, recognition whatever...I feel like god is leading me to peace. I am really effective by conflict, this displacement. Peace is huge, and ai admit I am not always peaceful. However, from inner peace to world peace it is all connected. What we are able to accomplih, I would like to think something. I want to think about peace pray about peace and make it happen....


Dream big

2010 reflection (2) in photos

One month from my last post....

Where has the time gone. Needless to say I don't have much to say things are well Christmas was good. Kids are good too. Will be back soon with pictures and more to say.

And it contiunes...

I have been expereincing some bumps latley. But overall things are good.

I started eating gluten free yesterday. Last night I slept better than I have in weeks! I woke up in the same postion that I feel asleep in. I am having issues with absorbtion of my thyroid hormore and also some other minerals. In addtion I have not lost weight and need too!!! NEED TOO!!!

School is hard. I am being challenged and not feeling challenged at the same time. I wish I had more time to get everything done! I wanted to focus on school this year. But my intership has left much to be desired. My supervisor talks about leaving and while part of me wants to graduate and get my hours done, the other part of me wants her to leave so I might have a different experience. It is really hard to be excited when the person that I am working with is not excited about social work. And also asks me questions like " Why did you really enter this profession?" Ummm why....to make a difference in the world, do do meaningful work, to watch people help themselves, i dunno, why did you enter the feild to feel good about yourself? (Which is what she told most people enter social work for) I think in the long run I will learn a lot from this experience but compared to last year it is just very blaise. I need to more than likely dig a little deeper and see where I can get the most from the experience.

The kids....

that will be something to talk to tommrow...

For today

Outside my window... is cold and snow is on the ground.

I am thinking... that I want to knit and not go out to happy hour. That I can't wait for Thanksgiving.

I am thankful for... that my family loves me and my children are happy.

From the kitchen... nothing...tommrow winter vegetable skillet pie.

I am creating... diagnostic assesments....( that is so not sastifing)

I am going... to the gym tommrow to spin!

I am reading... The Untammed Bride

I am hoping... that I will get a big enough purse to stop carrying around my Trader Joe's bag.

I am hearing... typing and chatting

Around the house... need to purgeand clean

Update

Bah! Where has the time gone.....

I have been really busy over the last two weeks with school. I wrote 50 pages in three days. While I have not got any grades back for the 4 papers back I feel good about where is school is going.

Recently went back and updated where I am at on my four goals. I was impressed that I had knocked out 3. Milli's sweater had to be restarted because it was not perfect enough. I am considering changing the yarn, because she is really not a pink girl. So I might change up the yarn and take it a touch darker.

In other news we had a exciting day yesterday with all the snow. A transformer blew right outside our house. We lit a bunch of candles and watched Harry Potter on my laptop (it had battery). The fire dept came as we live on a pretty busy street and Milli and Matias were both quite happy to watch out the window all the action.

We are going to welcome a new baby into our family. My cousin is pregant, which is really exciting! Aww babies.

Luis and I met with our lawyer yesterday. We got some encouraging news! We are excited to move foward with the immgration process. Luis and I have debated as to what the right decsion would be for our family. At this point it looks like moving foward in the process is the best decsion for everyone. I have been praying that God would contiune to provide protection to our family. He has been faithful in providing for us.

I hope you all are well. I am looking forward to a shorten work week and then Thanksgiving!!!